Haish

Sians blocks results are out,

Chem=S
Bio=S
GP (paper 1 only)= D
Econs= Likely failed
Math= C (well it was an easy paper =/)

Argh. I really should be studying hard >.< But somehow i cant bring myself to do it. 7 months to A levels, but my schedule seems to be fully occupied with training, and im usually too tired to do anything afterwards. Rare occasion that i still have energy would usually be spent finishing tutorials rather than revising. ZZZzzz, really wonder if i should be going to play combine schools?

Had to fill up some timetable plan thingy today, apparently my plan was just not good enough, not sure if it was a complement to tell me that i was actually awake given what i do. I also think that there is a limit to being a technophobe, i mean, not turning on the switch and expecting an electrical device to work? WTF. Why do some people just have a problem with me playing VB so much, yes i know studies are important, but playing VB is probably one of the few stuffs i enjoy. I would appreciate them not giving me a sarcastic remark and giving me the WTFWTHKNNCCBBBQ face, I probably wasnt meant to be here in the first place, stealing the spot of some other more academically efficient person. Maybe should have chosen to study somewhere else. You know what? Fuck school, I dont care even fucking care about studying. Wouldnt want to pull down average grade would I?

I suppose unity can never be felt in whole when we are divided. The individuals are always expected to contribute while the majority can take advantage of it. All it takes is a single 'weed' for the whole party to crumble.

Somedays i really just feel like taking the knife and slitting my wrist.Sort of like this. School sucks, results sucks, studies sucks, sometimes i wonder who my friends are, no more free time, and sometimes Im not sure im happy or sad. Seriously some sacrifices ain't worth it.(and no im not bleeding to death as Im typing this)
Okay finished being emo(for awhile)

Anyway moving away from such depressing topics, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN 2 HOURS!! Haha, might put another post describing what i did during my all-important-18 birthday!

PW results also coming out tomorrow, so exciting (i think) >.<

Something really wierd happened just now when i was walking home from macdonalds. I just happen to be wondering why I've never seen a car accident happen before, then i looked up. BAM!!!!! Lorry smashed into truck!!!!! I wanted to take a picture of it but it seemed quite mean =/ Still it was super freaky! At 12 Mn, the Probability of me Varying my study plan from genetics to go drink organic Alcohols is 100% =D